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Oscar Wilde   
09:20pm 19/12/2006
 
mood: creative
America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between.

Biography lends to death a new terror.

Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.

Most modern calendars mar the sweet simplicity of our lives by reminding us that each day that passes is the anniversary of some perfectly uninteresting event.

Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.




the man new his shit
 
     

(we never said)

 
Funny stuff   
12:32pm 19/08/2006
 
mood: bored
Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
 
     

(we never said)

 
HIPPPPPPY   
08:01pm 29/06/2006
 
mood: hippy-ish lol
I wish to make this perfectally clear to everybody.....


yes, i am turning into a hippy

a dirty, tree hugging, pot smokeing, protesting hippy

This does not however in anyway mean that as an excuse I am doing drugs, at all, or that I am looking for a reason to complain. The fact of the matter is that I believe that the 60s and 70s we're my decades, and as the world is now presenting it, it is starting to reoccour once again. A perfect opporunity. This also does not mean dropping out or not going to college, quite the opposite, I plan to further my understandings and outlooks on life to the fullest extent of my ability.

Another issuse, is the war itsself. I think it is unfounded and a pointless massacre of people, on BOTH sides. Yes we are bring potentional democracy into Iraq, but at the same time, what gives the right to interfear. I think the war, for lack of a better word, is stupid and that we as American's should try to extract our troops from the Middle East. Countewise to that though, I DO support our troops, for putting their lives on the line and fighting the "good" fight, no matter how wrong I think it actually is.




So,
Yes I am turinig into a hippy and such, I do majorly disagree with the war, but I DO support our troops, and will hurt anyone who says otherwise.


Ok? Ok
 
     

(1 lie | we never said)

 
   
09:08pm 18/04/2006
 
mood: not wanting to do work
wow its been like forever...but its not like i really use this anyways



BLAH


still need to do TONS of world hist stuff for tomorrow....not going to though




at least not yet



and its already


9:10






GAH.................why wont you end school?!?


and if anyone cares...Lacuna Coil came out with a new CD
 
     

(we never said)

 
I feel....   
01:14am 01/01/2006
 
mood: THIS IS HOW I FUCKING FEEL!
I feel so small, so fucking useless, so pointless. I feel like another goddamn fuck up. Like a worthless piece of shit. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. I feel like vomiting. I feel like crying out, like a goddamn broken fucking record.

I feel fucking pathetic.

I feel like the world is just here to loom over me with threats of growth. Like the only real reason is to tease me with ideals and fantasy only to go "Nope. It's all a fucking lie, get back in line with every other fucking human."

I'm sure I sound real concieted and childish, but this is what I feel.

I feel lost and alone. I feel like no one can help me. I feel fear for...so many things.

But mostly I just feel tired, so damn tired. Tired of all this unimportant shit that makes our lives go. I wish I could just sleep forever. Another fantasy.

This is what I fucking feel, and I'm disgusted for it.





So Happy Fucking New Years, I guess.
 
     

(we never said)

 
do it bitch!   
04:58pm 15/12/2005
 
mood: calm
What's
your love score?


by CuTeAnGeL91
Your
name:



Your
email address:

(results will be emailed
to you)


Date
of birth:



,

19


Name
of current crush:


Name
of first crush:


How
many different girlfriends/boyfriends have you had:


How
often do you view pornographic material:


Have
you ever been attracted to an individual of the same sex:


What
turns you on the most about someone (personality, looks, etc.):


How
many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had in the past year:


How
many of those have dumped you (not you dumping them):


Your
sex:


What
is the farthest base you have gotten to (be truthful):






 
     

(4 lies | we never said)

 
   
05:33pm 28/11/2005
 
mood: contemplative
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


WOW I'M FUCKED
 
     

(we never said)

 
fsgjkahgjkdsnverothdgsvnewitgpsdfo;gdns   
09:22pm 28/06/2005
 
mood: bored
1. Do you own a polka dot shirt? nope
2. Do you think that you will ever be president? hell no
3. How many showers have you taken today? none
4. What do you think you will be doing at this time tomorrow? nothing...just like very other day
5. What is the hottest thing about a girl?...
6. Who do you want the next president to be? fuck if i care
7. What do you know about your religion? a lot...but then again i dont have a religion
8. How many new people have you met this year? ummm alot
9. What is the last number you used? uhhh prolly someone's phone number
10. What was the last candy you had? ...gum?
11. Do you drink soda? duh
12. Are you worried about your weight? YES
13. What song would you want a girl to sing to you? none?
14. What is your words per minute(how fast you type)? uhhh prolly like 2
15. What will you eat next? ....a brownie
16. When was the last time you baked brownies? the last time I did? like never
17. How many people know your birthday? not idea
18. Do you look tired today? i dont think so
19. When was the last time you had a Now & Later? like 3 years ago
20. Do you think Tom DeLonge is hot? who?
21. Name a friend & there favorite color. emileigh, puke green...i think
22. What was the last thing you ran for? i dont run
23. Do you think you have no life? yes
24. How many days until you get out of school or go back to school? go back? not idea like a month or so
25. Take your age, multiply it by your favorite number, add it to the amount of letters in your first name, subtract it by how many speakers you have and multiply it by 3. What do you get? ....300?
26. Have you ever failed a final? yup ^_^
27. At what age do you think your hair will start turning gray? ummm i dont
28. Name something that you have more than 28 of. dead bodies in my closet
29. Do you like peas? no...but i dont hate em either
30. Have you ever woken up with a spider on you? no
31. Do you drool in your sleep? i guess
32. Have you ever peed yourself in your sleep at a friend's? nope
33. Do you watch the Real World? used to
34. Have you whined today? duh, i do everyday
35. Have you talked mean about anyone today? prolly
36. Does your name start with the letter K? my last name does
37. What does your soap smell like? sorry i dont go around sniffing my soap
38. Do you believe in pre-marital sex? since i plan never to get married, yes
39. Have you ever had a stalker? no, who the hell would stalk ME?
40. Can you remember your last dream? no
41. Have you ever popped a string on a guitar? no
42. Do you leave food sitting up in your room? yesssssss
43. Do you have a nose ring? no but i might get one...or not
44. How many people did you talk to last time you were on the phone? one?
45. What is your reasoning for usually getting online? haveing nothing better to do
46. How much money do you think you'll make when you get older? none
47. Do you have trouble falling asleep? not usually
48. Have you ever been struck by lightning? nope
49. What is your sign? leo
50. Have you ever thought a teacher was really hot? uhhhh eww
 
     

(2 lies | we never said)

 
friends only bitch!   
11:34pm 06/06/2005
 
mood: blah
 
     

(5 lies | we never said)